I Was Damned
I was damned by God, by you
the same to me, just differing names
I hated my life, my death
the same satisfaction, from both
Light lives only by day, by dreams
nothing ever clears the shadows
Sadness is killing me, slowly
happiness is just a tease, a flicker
I lost what I never had, never could
gave up before I even tried
And the pain swells my pride
Oh take me down, please now
life forgot me, never cared
I’m dying for once to be spared
Of everyone’s pain they never take
